I’ve been tripping about identity.
All day, everyday, asking: Who Am I?
Constantly confused because I’m always changing.
Constantly confusing others because I never stay the same.
Some people say, “You’re a walking contradiction” “You’re all over place”.
But I don’t mind, I say, “Life is a contradiction and I AM all over the place.”
I can’t chose one form. It’s against my nature to be rigid, fixed, set in stone.
Until this morning! I was struck by the realization that God, Spirit, Source, the Universe in its infinitely abundant creativity has no forms and all forms at once.
So instead of getting stuck on the form. Be committed to the formless and your forms are unlimited.
If today I chant to Guru Ram Das, tomorrow the Lotus Sutra, and the next day Ramana Maharishi, what does it matter?
It rises and falls, begins and ends from the same place. There is more than one path to nirvana. More than one way to practice love.
Today I dance, tomorrow I sing, the next I sit in stillness.
I come into this project, that project. This client, that client.
But it becomes crystal clear when I see that my only client is God.
This role. That role.
My only role is to be in service. Present in every moment.
This house. That house.
My only home is the heart.
This country. That country.
I come from one source, the source of existence. Home.
No more worrying, Am I this? Am I that?
Only I AM. I AM THAT I AM.
It’s as simple and complicated as that.